Lapher’s Blog

It’s pretty difficult to understand the mind of a woman and I tend to interpret it in a wrong way. And I have learned that they do not really mean what they say but they have a hidden meaning in everything. I know these things before I was in a relationship and I totally forgot to imply these simple rules of understanding her. I regretted what I have done and am very sorry for hurting the person. But then I was just too dumb to see that at first.   

In conclusion to all this, no one can be perfect in life and we tend to learn from our mistakes and hopefully one day be a better person to take care of someone that you love the most.

PS: I am sorry for not being receptive in your thoughts.

There is nothing to forgive or forget. I have made my mistakes and I should be man enough to take the responsibility upon the consequences. Blaming other factors but oneself is the far most immature thing to do. Forgetting something is impossible to do but why forget these memorable moments when you can cherish it for this is the only thing that can be held after a lost of a person. This is not the end of anything but the beginning of a journey in life.

I shall put a full stop to all these thoughts and hopefully help others in part of their lives that truly matters to them most. It’s better to live your life in a happy environment where you think of happy thoughts instead of feeling sad all the time.

Well let’s comment on this topic shall we? Is it a big impact to a relationship if the girl is much older then you? Why should this be a factor at all? Why feel pressured when you are reaching 30? To tell you the truth I don’t give a rat’s ass if my partner is older then me (my limit is 5 years). Unfortunately for every year passes in a woman’s life means fewer choices for them to choose from. I guess many of them think younger men are immature, not independent, communication barrier and so on. Is because maturity means security? If that’s the case why bother creating another word for security? It’s just a fucking excuse that is used. Need to get married soon, reaching 30 already! …. Then what break up! Fuck it man, what makes you think you can get another within your age now and 30? What’s the fucking difference? Does it mean that you will bloody find someone in the streets and just marry them just because you are fucking turning 30? Why the fuck you just continue on with the current relationship and work out a solution for it. Is it all about immaturity or just plain fickle?

Oh well I guess all these little things does matter, and age is pretty much something that I feel is a small matter in life. If you really love someone, what’s to stop you right? Therefore I come to a conclusion that age does play a vital part in a relationship if it evolves in the late 20’s. a girl that is reaching 30 really needs to think about marriage already.  

Well some might say that by writting this out, i am immature. So i would think not, I am not angry and i may seem to be, but i am not angry with the person but with the situation. I am someone who tries hard in life to achieve a single goal, although it looks simple to a certain people it’s not to me. Therefore i am angry with myself for not coming up with ideas to save this realtionship. I have tried my best but i guess the reallity in life is that, "Best" is still not enough.  

Do you believe that for every single person in the world, there is a partner assign to them by some being? Some say its GOD who determines this; people from the east might say it’s the “Yuet Low”, an angel that pairs every human together. So is there ever such a thing as one true love? If these things are planned ever so well, why are there still break ups and divorces? Is this some kind of a test by the creators of this so-called game? Whatever the answer will be, it’s a never-ending process for searching for the right one. Even though you have found someone that you can live with all your life now, the question to yourself is, “Is that person really the one that is planned out for me?” Now my opinion to this is, fuck it mate! Let your instinct run the show. Feeling sad is a normal thing after breaking up (saying this to make myself feel better), just get on with your life.

Sometimes I do not know why that a so call "good relationships" end. Why can’t the problems be solved before saying the "I QUIT, LETS BREAK UP". Every problem has a solution, a long work around or a straightforward way, either way the point is that there is still hope before thinking of breaking up. Is break up always the best solution? 

Why cant relationship last, is it because of the distance? Or is it the communication? No matter what it is the question still arises, "Why did it end like that". It seemed to be a perfect relationship. Am I not doing enough, struggling to get a job in foreign land without thinking of what will happen next? All this in the name of Love. It seems to work in the movies, but I guess its reality and some people can’t take that.   

The vision of a person can be blinded by love their surroundings are omitted. You are in your own world, where everything seemed to be perfect; I guess this will last only for a few months then doubts starts to cloud your mind. Is she/he the right person for me? What is she/he doing now? The individual will start to think and all hell might break loose. Why such feelings can immerge from a person? Friends speculating, watched a sad movie? Whatever it is, this may cause the infamous line, "lets break up".

PS: Make fun off what I wrote, I don’t care, I am not in a fucking mood to care.

The game that I would recommend will be called Fable, which is basically created by the people in Microsoft. The animation is pretty good but I would basically give credit to the game play and also the story line, which you can play either a good hero or a bad one, which depends on the things that you do during the game. Well might say that the game is pretty easy to play and there is basically no problem finishing it in 18 hours. There are loads of little missions which is kinda like GTA3, like fishing, chicken kicking and many more and if you get a high score in these little missions you will obtain items. I will give this game an 80% for the overall game play and graphics.

Well try it and tell me what you think.