Repeats
Well i feel that life is a never ending series. Just like the bold and the beautiful (No i dont watch it) the story never ends and its so repetetive. Well guess life is just like that. I feel that in my life no matter how i change myself, i make alot of mistakes and when i analyse the mistakes that i have made, its the same old one but with different environment with different people. If i said i learned from my past, then you might ask why i make them again? Well puzzling isnt it? I do ask the same questions to myself everytime. Sometimes you know whats going to happen and you know well enough that its going to be a bad outcome, i still tend to stick my head right at the shithole again. i remember there is one episode of the Simpsons that homer was asked to grab a very hot object and he kept on trying to get it but it burns is hands, kept on doing. on the otherside however was a monkey who refuses to grab it coz its hot. In my case i feel like i am homer, making the same mistakes again and again, blindly following my so called gut instints.