A fragile life
Well I had a scare of my life when the doc told me I had some problems and asked me visit him the next day. During that period of time I was scared and I do not know what will happen to me. I started thinking of life, how fragile it was and all things will end in a short while. Life is not like a DVD player where you can just rewind to the part of life and change it. You have only one chance and if you screw up, the lights are out. From that moment I started to value life more and live it to fullest. Not caring about other peoples thoughts about me and just live it as the day goes by. But I guess this will take time as life is not that simple. There are so many things that we humans need to think about in life. Driving the best car, buying a great house and finding someone to fill the house with the person you love, start a family and so on. I don’t know about you guys, but family to me is like everything to me, not only I am talking about your parents and siblings, the wife and kids will be so dear to me. We are sharing this road in life seeing your wife taking care of the kids, seeing those lovely eyes when you go back home (of course the occasional nagging from your wife and kids screaming) but hey, that’s the life everyone would want, if not why marry and have kids? To me life is about starting a family and get old with the person you love. Even plants have kids and stay in the jungle (Well I guess they don’t have a choice). But like humans, plants do have parasites that can live among these plants. It stays there and hurt them and eventually they die.
What can we do in life to have a peaceful life? Some might say be nice and be loyal, but is that enough?
Just imagine in one night I can think of all these things when you don’t know what the doctor would say to me the next day. I want to value my life now and love my mom, dad. Brother, sister, sister in law and little Chloe.
So the doc told me the next day that I was find its just some reading from my blood was abnormal. They used this think called Alpha Fetarotien to test the liver for cancer and its was to the high side. But after checking it was fine, the doc said the readings are not accurate.
