Lapher’s Blog

I haven’t watched a monster movie for quite sometime now. I think the last monster movie was Jurassic Park 3 and i don’t quite remember how the story went. Well i think after watching King Kong, i remember why i haven’t watched a monster movie for so long, coz it just aint worth it. Yeah maybe one thing is good about, you can get you 9 bucks worth of aircon for 3 hours.

I find the movie to lenghty and some parts should not be dragged for more then 5 minutes. Peter Jackson should just stick to midevil type of movies like LOTR or something.

The plot is just silly, and thats why its not remake since 1986. Man leave this story in the 1930’s. Iwould think that the drawing of Kong in the 1930’s seemed more intimidating then just a huge gorilla. It looked more human and scarrier. Please don’t tell me they are going to remake the sequal to king Kong, "The Son of Kong". Then King Kong vs Godzilla ! well maybe i would watch kk vs Godzilla, kinda interesting watching 2 monsters distroying buildings. The 8th wonder vs Japans biggest Lizard.

A pretty girl falling in love with a giant gorilla? What in the world is she thinking man. First she falls in love with the writer then then Kong comes in the picture, wow she falls for Kong. Well i guess the phrase "love is blind" and "love has no boundries" was created after this Kong movie. What if Kong suddently wants to have a baby man, I can’t imagine what could actually happen.

Okays the bottom line is that King Kong is just not my type of movie. Some parts of the movie i do find interesting like the Trex vs KK and also the bugs part other then that ……..well i do like the phrase the chic said… "Good things don’t last". I will rate this movie a 2 out of 5.

Disclaimer: I have nothing against UIP movies!      

Its been awhile now since i have "blogged" but i guess now is the best time to update my boring story. When i was a kid, i had no problems in life. Life seemed so fun with nothing to worry about. Now as time goes by, i still dont see problems happening. Well you might say that "money is the root to all problems" people robbing the bank and jump down buildings, but i dont see that, if you have no money then work harder, so its not a problem. The perspective of a problem are viewed differently by different people. some might think that love is the best thing that can happen to a guy. To me, its a complicating journey. Oh well i guess i will write about it more later on.

The thing is that this is the only problem that i have in life (so far). I remember the tme i was with her, and other guys called her mobile and she basically rejects thier calls. Now i know how they feel. I have been trying hard to contact her but everytime i get a no answer. I really dont know how long ican hang in there after all we are still friends right? Why must i be one of the "irritating guy" list after so long? Every day my heart stops beating, slowly beating……b…ea..ting……….stop.

We are supposed to learn from our mistakes and hope to be forgiven one day. There is no telling when the person can forgive but I guess you can only know when you get a call from her. Once again I have never forgiven myself for what I have done. Do I deserve a second chance? I have never blamed anybody for this, but why won’t she just hear me out. We have never spoken for 7 months now, and I long for the moment to hear her voice again. Not knowing what she is up to for 7 months? It’s a hard thing to not think about. Is this called “immaturity”? How can we measure immaturity? Is missing someone so badly and begging for forgiveness immature? Trying so hard to get a fucking job in Singapore immature? How can I control something like this? We are given these feelings for a reason. In a way we can say that the way I’m feeling is a punishment and if you want to look at it in another perspective, a hard lesson to learn. Is it a crime to miss someone? Sometimes I don’t know why I am still thinking about her. It’s just hard to forget your first love I guess. But I guess I screwed up real bad. It’s a dreadful 7 months and there are many more months to come in my life. What will become of me next?

It’s pretty difficult to understand the mind of a woman and I tend to interpret it in a wrong way. And I have learned that they do not really mean what they say but they have a hidden meaning in everything. I know these things before I was in a relationship and I totally forgot to imply these simple rules of understanding her. I regretted what I have done and am very sorry for hurting the person. But then I was just too dumb to see that at first.   

In conclusion to all this, no one can be perfect in life and we tend to learn from our mistakes and hopefully one day be a better person to take care of someone that you love the most.

PS: I am sorry for not being receptive in your thoughts.

There is nothing to forgive or forget. I have made my mistakes and I should be man enough to take the responsibility upon the consequences. Blaming other factors but oneself is the far most immature thing to do. Forgetting something is impossible to do but why forget these memorable moments when you can cherish it for this is the only thing that can be held after a lost of a person. This is not the end of anything but the beginning of a journey in life.

I shall put a full stop to all these thoughts and hopefully help others in part of their lives that truly matters to them most. It’s better to live your life in a happy environment where you think of happy thoughts instead of feeling sad all the time.

Well let’s comment on this topic shall we? Is it a big impact to a relationship if the girl is much older then you? Why should this be a factor at all? Why feel pressured when you are reaching 30? To tell you the truth I don’t give a rat’s ass if my partner is older then me (my limit is 5 years). Unfortunately for every year passes in a woman’s life means fewer choices for them to choose from. I guess many of them think younger men are immature, not independent, communication barrier and so on. Is because maturity means security? If that’s the case why bother creating another word for security? It’s just a fucking excuse that is used. Need to get married soon, reaching 30 already! …. Then what break up! Fuck it man, what makes you think you can get another within your age now and 30? What’s the fucking difference? Does it mean that you will bloody find someone in the streets and just marry them just because you are fucking turning 30? Why the fuck you just continue on with the current relationship and work out a solution for it. Is it all about immaturity or just plain fickle?

Oh well I guess all these little things does matter, and age is pretty much something that I feel is a small matter in life. If you really love someone, what’s to stop you right? Therefore I come to a conclusion that age does play a vital part in a relationship if it evolves in the late 20’s. a girl that is reaching 30 really needs to think about marriage already.  

Well some might say that by writting this out, i am immature. So i would think not, I am not angry and i may seem to be, but i am not angry with the person but with the situation. I am someone who tries hard in life to achieve a single goal, although it looks simple to a certain people it’s not to me. Therefore i am angry with myself for not coming up with ideas to save this realtionship. I have tried my best but i guess the reallity in life is that, "Best" is still not enough.  

Do you believe that for every single person in the world, there is a partner assign to them by some being? Some say its GOD who determines this; people from the east might say it’s the “Yuet Low”, an angel that pairs every human together. So is there ever such a thing as one true love? If these things are planned ever so well, why are there still break ups and divorces? Is this some kind of a test by the creators of this so-called game? Whatever the answer will be, it’s a never-ending process for searching for the right one. Even though you have found someone that you can live with all your life now, the question to yourself is, “Is that person really the one that is planned out for me?” Now my opinion to this is, fuck it mate! Let your instinct run the show. Feeling sad is a normal thing after breaking up (saying this to make myself feel better), just get on with your life.

Sometimes I do not know why that a so call "good relationships" end. Why can’t the problems be solved before saying the "I QUIT, LETS BREAK UP". Every problem has a solution, a long work around or a straightforward way, either way the point is that there is still hope before thinking of breaking up. Is break up always the best solution? 

Why cant relationship last, is it because of the distance? Or is it the communication? No matter what it is the question still arises, "Why did it end like that". It seemed to be a perfect relationship. Am I not doing enough, struggling to get a job in foreign land without thinking of what will happen next? All this in the name of Love. It seems to work in the movies, but I guess its reality and some people can’t take that.   

The vision of a person can be blinded by love their surroundings are omitted. You are in your own world, where everything seemed to be perfect; I guess this will last only for a few months then doubts starts to cloud your mind. Is she/he the right person for me? What is she/he doing now? The individual will start to think and all hell might break loose. Why such feelings can immerge from a person? Friends speculating, watched a sad movie? Whatever it is, this may cause the infamous line, "lets break up".

PS: Make fun off what I wrote, I don’t care, I am not in a fucking mood to care.

The game that I would recommend will be called Fable, which is basically created by the people in Microsoft. The animation is pretty good but I would basically give credit to the game play and also the story line, which you can play either a good hero or a bad one, which depends on the things that you do during the game. Well might say that the game is pretty easy to play and there is basically no problem finishing it in 18 hours. There are loads of little missions which is kinda like GTA3, like fishing, chicken kicking and many more and if you get a high score in these little missions you will obtain items. I will give this game an 80% for the overall game play and graphics.

Well try it and tell me what you think.